As I write this, I am realizing that recent events will not be able to be put to rest and completely forgotten as I wished them to be. As we watch and wait for what will come next, they are now a part of our experience with Kim Hyun Joong. Even though the memories are excruciatingly painful, and we are still hurting as we worry about the consequences, they have taught us to appreciate and understand him more deeply than ever. They have taught us that we are capable of much more than superficial admiration. We are capable of real forgiveness in the midst of our pain and disappointment. Yes, I am disappointed that my sweet dear Angel lost his self control. It has caused so much pain for everyone involved, his ex, her friends and family, and himself and his friends, family, and fans. I could be seriously angry with him for making the wrong choice in the heat of that moment if I did not have so much love in my heart. Was it only the ex that ruined everything for him? Truthfully, no. If he had kept his head in that situation, she would not have been able to do what she has done. Technically, we could say it's all his fault to begin with and throw up our hands in disgust and defeat. He has admitted to doing something a man should never do, and for some, that was reason enough to abandon him and walk away.
Center. Clarity. Peace. Serenity. Reflection. Focus and Future. After the Devastating Storm, Kim Hyun Joong can Take a Well Earned Rest and Find His Way Home Kim Hyun Joong's Official Apology this week was like a huge stone being thrown into the still lake of our hearts. After spending our strength and emotional energy showing him strong support through this stormy chapter in our lives as Idol and fans, it seemed shocking and abrupt. However, in his wisdom, he has effectively stopped this whole nightmare cold in it's tracks. He resolved the situation with Honesty and Humility. I have come to expect this from him after knowing him these years. Honesty and Humility are his signature moves, and I identify with them well. I am thankful that it is over, and I am thankful to Kim Hyun Joong for shouldering the whole mess and carrying it away like a 1 TON Gendong full of watermelons on his strong and steady back. For taking that burden out of our sight, I applaud him as a Hero among Men. He is truly wonderful and awe inspiring in the way he handles himself in times of personal crisis. My heart is deeply touched and forever changed by his Brave Example. Every step he takes draws me deeper into this surreal and beautiful bond I feel with him and my fellow fans, and I will never be the same. Kim Hyun Joong is a daily inspiration to me and my heart is fused to his like steel upon steel forming the strongest, unbreakable sword. He can never be cut out. He will never be forgotten or replaced. He has fulfilled his own prophecy and become our Only One for Eternity and beyond.
KIm Hyun Joong Once Again Sets an Example to Make Us Proud: Displaying Humility and Strength in a Difficult Situation, His Decision to Apologize and Accept Responsibility for His Weakness Displays Bravery, Wisdom, and the Love of a Real Man.They were saying this, testing Him, so that they might have grounds for accusing Him. But Jesus stooped down and with His finger wrote on the ground. 7But when they persisted in asking Him, He straightened up, and said to them, "He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her. -John 8:6-7 My Inbox, Comment Boxes, Twitter Feed and Facebook are eerily quiet this evening. Almost everyone seems to have been shocked into a stunned silence over Kim Hyun Joong's decision to come out with a full public apology on his Official Web Page. In the carefully worded release, he takes full responsibility for his actions, and promises to reflect on his misdeeds. He did not admit to any lies or misleading statements or validate his ex's previous versions of the Truth. He simply appealed to the public not to blame his ex-girlfriend and appealed to her to please forgive him for losing his self control and deeply hurting a person he once trusted and loved. I have to admit when I first read the entire apology translated to English I felt my heart freeze up. It literally skipped a few beats. It was a cold feeling as if dread had seized me physically and I had to fight back the tears because I was at work. I had a very busy and stressful day at work, and was unable to process any of my feelings until I went to my counseling appointment after work. Yes, I still see a counselor, and I feel that fact is very relevant to the response I am about to share with you over Kim Hyun Joong's loving decision to relent to his ex-girlfriend, protect her and keep her from the public eye and issue this public apology. Get ready my brothas and sistas in love! 'cuz I'm about to give a testimony on up in here!' :)
Reminiscing about the Past as We Look to the Future. Always a Man with a Plan and Truly Blessed, Kim Hyun Joong Will Definitely Bring his Bright and Beautiful Best As the emotional roller coaster of the past weeks begins to slow, I find myself wondering what will happen next in the life and career of Kim Hyun Joong. Oddly enough, all of the bad press has given him more face time with the public and could ironically be seen as a good promotional tool in the end. Someone once said that free publicity , whether good or bad, is always effective in bringing a name and a face to the masses. Even though the negative comments circling the net are discouraging and sometimes down right inhumane, I am seeing more new fans finding their way to my older blog posts on WordPress and eventually landing here to witness the beautiful life shared by Kim Hyun Joong and his True Beauty Beauty Girl: his loyal and loving fans. I have more subscribers and comments than ever before, and it is NOT because of anything I have done especially. It is because the Truth of what I observe and report cannot be denied. Kim Hyun Joong's humble sincerity wins their hearts and the bond we have with him and each other draws them to investigate deeper and decide on their own that he is truly worthy of the Love that surrounds him like a multicolored and beautiful galaxy cloud.
It is Hate's Purpose to Steal Your Joy: Don't Let Him Win! Today is a Beautiful and Sunny day with moderate Temperatures in the Low 70s. I am working in my apartment with my windows open enjoying a cool fresh breeze and I am feeling happy and content. Why am I giving you a weather report and telling you my mood? Because, I want you to take your emotional temperature. Gage for me how you are feeling at this moment. Recent Media Reports have stirred up a hornet's nest in the hearts of Kim Hyun Joong's fans, and the emotional response I am seeing is breaking my heart. I dearly love my sisters in this group of lovely people who have gathered around the man I have come to think of as my Compass. Kim Hyun Joong's Beauty, Humility, Strength, Wisdom and Love have made my life so much happier in the past four years. Part of that Love has extended to so many new friends I have had the privilege of meeting around the world, and I experience true Joy in my heart on a daily basis as I interact and share my heart with them.
Will the Truth Finally be Revealed now that Kim Hyun Joong has given his Testimony to Police? Fans Continue to give Support and Pray for a Positive Outcome After scouring for updates on Kim Hyun Joong's long awaited Testimony regarding the abuse allegations filed two weeks ago by his ex-girlfriend, I found only tabloid reports stating he had gone to the Police Station for questioning and had not made any statements to the media. For that , I am thankful, as I am sure he is being advised by his Lawyer not to release any public statements until after his questioning is completed. He went in on Tuesday September 2nd sometime in the afternoon or evening Seoul Time, and Police stated his questioning would probably last long into the night. My heart is with him as he is going through this difficult ordeal, and I found myself praying for him at work this afternoon as it suddenly hit me that he needed that prayer right at that moment in time. I have to try a post from my phone for my Angel's Birthday at least. I have had some inquires as to where I've been and if I'm OK. I have been without a computer and only have my phone at this time to connect with my fellow Kim Hyun Joong fans. mostly on Twitter and I am so grateful for those who post daily updates. I ordered my copies of Hot Sun and can't wait until they are released! I also watched and re watched every episode of IG loving Mr Shin Jung Tae and feeling so proud of my Angel turned Action Hero Hyun Joong. my proudest moment was when I read an article / interview where Hyun Joong talked about how difficult it was to break out of the prejudice of starting out as a kpop idol in order to be taken seriously as an actor. Now, with the success of IG, he is finally being recognized for his talent and hard work! I am so happy for him my heart might burst! What better birthday gift for Hyun Joong than this! and his gift back to his fans? a new album release Hot Sun and a world tour! I still haven't seen a US date on the schedule, but hopes and dreams are free, right? Happy Birthday, my Angel Kim Hyun Joong! thank you for the gift of yourself. my life has been made so much happier because you give so much of yourself. thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart. many blessings in the future to you. saranghe! --Angie noonim! HTML Guestbook is loading comments... [NEWS UPDATE] Kim Hyun Joong: Inspiring Generation/Age of Feeling Filming has Finally Begun!11/27/2013
Kim Hyun Joong's Fans have been Breathlessly Waiting for News of His Upcoming Drama Inspiring Generation / Age of Feeling set to air January 2014: Finally a Taste Teaser News of Hyun Joong's Drama has finally surfaced after nearly two months of nervous waiting. I have been missing my Angel so much during this time as the media has been relatively quiet about his activities. Other than reports of his withdrawal from Barefoot Friends to focus on filming the drama, not much has been going around. Fans were tweeting old photos of Hyun Joong to keep him in their thoughts as we waited breathlessly for any news. We can now breathe a sigh of relief just knowing the Cast has had their first table reading and filming will begin very shortly.
Kim Hyun Joong's Round 3 Success is Kicking up the Charts and Collecting Names!Kim Hyun Joong has weathered the storm and is back on top! S. Korean citizens are getting taste of what the rest of the world has been seeing from Hyun Joong the man. Are they surprised? We're not. We've known all along.Noona's heart is sore! Kim Hyun Joong has gone all the way in the MATURE and SENSUAL 'Your Story' MV release for Round 3! OUCH! Oh, my chest! Why does it hurt so much? Why do my eyes burn? What is this!!!!????!!!! Oh... WAIT! That's my Angel Baby, Kim Hyun Joong, and who the HELL is that... half naked!!! WOMAN!? Seriously, I did not expect to feel this way when I clicked play on the 'Your Story' video on Monday July 29th. I was anticipating something like the Japanese version which was beautiful and heart felt and emotional and artistic. When I saw this... oh.... I am still not breathing properly. Breathe... breathe... breathe... calm... calm...watching him do such a mature make out session with clothes coming off and real kissing scenes and more clothes coming off and laying down on the bed and the muscles and the skin and the....panting... out of breath... can't watch...
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